The MostFucked is Fucking Back Baby!

Alcoholism, blended family, Codependent, crazy, Divorce, Family, mental illness, multiple sclerosis,MS,Fuck MS,autoimmune,national ms society,

Holy shit does it feel good to be back… for a minute I actually thought I wasn’t fucked up anymore. But can people really change? Can people really heal? Can people evolve?

FUCK YES.

I am NOT the same. I HAVE changed and I HAVE healed from whole lot of the things that hurt me. I HAVE evolved.

But, I’m still fucked up.

FIGHT, FLIGHT, FREEZE

I’d have to go back to remember if I had accepted Jesus before I stopped writing but either way, I did. I’ve also forgiven my father and told him I loved him… and meant it. Of course he’s long been dead so he has no idea but it still felt very good.

However good these things are, I still have some shit that needs to be dealt with.

I need to deal with them quickly before…

Published by Moref'd

Lets start with; Im "normal". Im a husband, a dad, a working professional, with a college degree in yada yada yada. I have a good life and Im proud of where I am... especially considering that I have been through some absolute fuckery. The tone taken in this blog is tongue and cheek. Im claiming to be more fucked up than you not to compete with you but as a call to action; Lets acknowledge that fucked up things happen but also that good can come of these things as well.

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